I feel devastated, gutted, and very sad, I have spent hours and hours in tears:(
but at the same time I’m so proud of my daughter and happy for her.
None of these feelings make any sense to me at the moment.
I miss my kids so much but just having this one little glimpse into their life at least i know they are ok
well i know my daughters are.
I know i will never meet my grandson but at least i know what he looks like
now the strange thing is
My Mum was born July 1st 1934
My Son Ali was born July 1st 2006
And now my grandson River has been born July 1st 2009
maybe there is something in that… funny eh a third generation of a family all being born on the same day.. And my daughter doesn’t even know this.
My two lovely little boys are uncles…. they don’t even know that they have older brothers and sisters. I haven’t told them because I cant face the questions they may ask… I know one day when they get older I will have to explain but for now ignorance is bliss….